Broken

Going through a rough breakup

I read the message. I miss your lips.

I wish I could hold you, just one more time.

I tell you how I miss you. How I'm excited to see you.

You tell me 'they know' and I remember I told.

Being this way isn't right, you say that I need to keep this secret.

I guess your correct, leading people on. I don't like lying, but I know that together we belong.

I read the second sentence of the 'they know' message.

It reads: Never again...

My heart stands still. My brain forces out a scream. I remember in the males bathroom kissing your lips ever so softly.

Holding your hips, bringing them closer.

Loving every moment, until the flame dies.

I run out to the world and scream your name. I run to my friend and cry over you. 

I did love you. I do love you.

I will love you...

I help you today, as usual, I let you lean to me for help.

You harass me, call me annoying and tell me that your not interested.

I want you back, I need you back.

I can't handle another sleepless night... Another scream to my pillow. I can't handle anything without you...

Your special in so many simple ways. Your amazing in so many simple ways. Your no longer mine. I'm no longer yours. 

I want to feel you once more. Kiss you once more. Hug you, thats all I need.

No, never again. I will not give in and love you just so you can break me again.

I'm already broken, and if you fix me... You will break me again.

Author's Note

I just went through the worst break up ever... Heres the story

Reviews

[JustJordan. x3]

omg. ): That's awful. I mean the story its telling. Don't let the break up ruin you though. But the poem it's self is amazing. It reminds me so much of myself and something I am going through right now.