Aphasia

Aphasia

A Poem by Jene'e

A is for Almost, how much I tried
B is for Barely, how I survived

C is for Clearly I'm feeling worn thin
D is I'm Dying inside of this skin

E is for Every, the days that feel worst
F is for Fear, the unbearable curse

G is for Guttural, forth from which sorrow boasts
H is for Happy, what I long for the most

I is for how I am screaming Inside
J for how I long to feel Justified

K is for Knowing that none of it's real
L is the Love that I no longer feel

M is Misanthropic, Macabre, Morose
N is I'm Not okay, Not even close

O for the thoughts that become Obfuscated 
P is for all of the People I've hated

Q is for the always unanswered Question
R, from the ones I hold dearest, Rejection

S is the Solitary Silence I Seek 
T is Trying to fight when I'm weak

U, feeling Ugly, outside and in
V is the whole bottle of Vicodin

W is Working through Panic attacks
X is the whole bottle of Xanax

Y is for You, the only light that I see
Z is the Zeal for life you've brought back to me

© 2012 Jene'e


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To say that I was blown away would be inaccurate. I was blown inwards. This just needs to be read and read repeatedly.

Posted 11 Years Ago


1 of 1 people found this review constructive.

Jene'e

11 Years Ago

"blown inwards" is my new favorite saying. thank you, kindly.
Man, that explains it perfectly! Amazing.. thank you!

Posted 11 Years Ago


1 of 1 people found this review constructive.

Jene'e

11 Years Ago

Thank you :)

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Added on November 5, 2012
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Tags: depression, anxiety, panic, ptsd, sad, dark, poem, poems, poetry, ABC, ABCs, alphabet, rhyming, mental illness

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Jene'e
Jene'e

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musician/singer/songwriter/writer/poet. I don't know how to talk about myself. Reading my writings will tell you more about me than this paragraph I'll struggle to write. Some of my poems on here are .. more..

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