Jesus hangs
crucified above my bed.
I smile when my father swallows more Budweiser,
I have joy, I have joy,
when he slaps my mother.
Where is my shepherd
as I walk through,
The valley
of broken bottles?
They cut my toes,
deeply, deeply,
I bleed.
My smile is buried,
in Prozac visions,
------delusions.
I kneel at church altars,
lifting hands to heaven.
“Be Healed” yells the pastor,
anointing my head with oil.
In the name of Jesus,
I fall.
Tommorow,
I’ll have an I.V. in my left arm,
a dose of Xanax
to swallow.
A pink paper prescription-------
Never Forget Your Prozac Jesus