Who f*****g cares

March 1, 2015

I've done everything I can to be beautiful for you.

I've dressed up. I've dressed down.

I've been there when you felt pain.

I've cried for you when you cried.
I've loved you when you loved her.

And when you loved another, as well.

And I'll continue to love you through every love you continue to make.

And it's sad to think that you'll never love me the same.

You've come and gone too many times to count,

But this time I don't think you're making rounds.

You're gone and there's no turning back around.
I've had my share of whatever you spread out.

But there's no such thing as having it all to yourself.

I'll never be thin enough.
I'll never be pretty enough.

I'll never be loved enough.
I'll never be lucky enough.

Although, I've dressed up. Although, I've dressed down.

Although, I've done everything I can to be beautiful for you.

I'll never be beautiful enough to keep you around.

Author's Note

Ignore. I'm in pain. This is just me feeling stupid and crying.