This body brain life are for a reason.

There are different types of people

1. Leaders
2. Slaves
3. Eroticas

My desire to be three at different life roles.
I tried to be leader in career helping society
As slave to my family taking care of them
Erotic to my husband

But few people misplaced
Cheating husband parents sticking to moola chakra invocation.

These social media internet not a useful any more because it gave much records of people secret out now using Microsoft to genocide in Gaza.

I think now no one needs that latest tech anymore because it is eating away man a*s.

If we keep our inner ideas in publicly everyone wants to exploit

Even in library to be not popped out as they may read pon books

Sex desire is at over limits.
It hAs to be cut or stop

So best suggestion which can resolve is to giv responsibility. Still 10 more yrs these 2 will be out from desire and only watch pon.

If I am being asked what I did being true to myself and others, I raised a kid with me monitoring just. Values I taught him left at strict father.
As elder daughter serving parents in their oldage
Don't know what I did to my man he never does love me neither he needs my body assistance in his business but definitely giving hope see I am with you. This is like throwing Lotus seed dirty water watching from shore how are you I never disappoint you...

If every woman man thinks like this they don't giv rise to kids but glasses of semen of no use.

I belong to old roots which are basis
I might belong to one I thought so I got married though I had wish to marry god. I never thought in this time god will born to marry him.
I prayed to God who is my krishna she didn't show me so I was searching listening to gurus. Once their wish don't like coconut shell throwing away me and my son.

Great logics peole are spinning.

What is that I can't get cured whenever am free out of illness throwing some more bad karma instead of treating themselves.
So I decided if I get healthy you never want me to survive that's why god decide to declare war on my self to lose and die asap.

Jessy Jacob