Job or startup

Job is not even secured
I am independent never want to depend on family
Not even husband

Startup something better
Need to start with
Need some amount
Self reliance
Confidence goes higher
But

If I keep on earning
I feel what for I am earning
To eat self poop

Inspiration comes with my son
Depression comes with my man

I don't know what to do
But I am pretty sure
I need family
Then we earn we save
We serve other too

In my family I lack my man
He promised
Stays few miles away
F***s other people
But says seeks me
Why I am not getting anger at home
Is my pills culprit
My ethics oru honesty
To not to break family
If broke it will break mine

Everyone said protecting me
Who is that want to kill me

Foxes are out with much hunger
To eat whatever is left not to giv to others
But throw poop on me

Is he thinking feeding every one
Why so generous
If so I just need death way or a pill
Can't carry this bullock self driving

I need my family
What for
Because he hurts me
But adores me he says


Go marry whoever is following you
You are free bird I am not holding
You have been since when it started desire in penis
Don't bother about the ever

Thanks for showing atleast your face