There was a baba...baby boy....my guru

Once there lived a king
His heart was baby like
Body like adult
Talking like old age person like a guru.

He showed his all avatars
I liked the most my guru ones
Where he showed his love waiting for me since eons of time
Will I see that person talking to me or a leaving pearl on the ship of life though I saw him 4 yrs I feel like haven't ever known him as a person though he talks to me on mobile every day. I still kept his young image though he looks tired of life like a pearl now he shows himself as a mystery boy who hugs me in the night.

I miss his thin lips hardly ever I touched but I feel like biting them
His fingers so like mine thin and long with nails always making them dead cell growth out. I just got to see his other side of palm.
But wanted to see his left wrist he had full sleeves, how is your left hand was worried when it broke thinking how he zipped his formal pants to office.

Everyone compels him to girlish or gayish for me he never disguises but for others he is prone to show weirdness as they can't even see him as a man anyone ever could knew him understands he is my angry man.

I love you Kanna.

He was my man ever could born in this life in Jacobian family. I am just tired of throwing away me but he never in his family.

Jessy Jacob
Jacob is my inlaws family name ❤️😘�'�