As The Seed Need to Grow

Only If you Look Closer

That night down in the living room

Tiredly that you look,

I could feel that you wanted to say something

That you couldn’t say.

I get down on my knees and look at you while I was

Holding your hands asking you that as a wind and me being a pollen

With the seed on it,

Where are you taking me I’m asking again the same question?

 

The first time I heard your voice

The first time I heard your laughter

The first time I picked that phone and call you

The first time you asked me when I’ll come and see you

The first time I saw you that evening

The first time I lay my eyes on you

The first time I had you on my arms

The first time our lips locked

 

I can go on and on telling about the first time with you and my experience with you so far

But I wanted to let you know how most precious thing you are.

How soothing sounds you have spiced up with your laughter and smile

The look and physical appearance the color and softness of your skin

That made me stares at you like a kid in a wonder land.

 

But how can I deny the fact of my feeling toward you.

I know it will never be easy for both of us the distance apart we live.

The distance that seems so close only if we keep up the pace

Only if we let our feelings guide us to the eternity.

Never knew how it will be easy loving you that letting you pass by.

The wind blow and carried me far away and land on different places

Where I couldn’t grow growth of happiness and kindness, growth of tenderness

And prosperity as well as peace of mind, since as a pollen I was still floating seeking

For fresh and fertile land where I can grow and bring what I have

 

There I saw you and hear you calling my name

Didn’t think twice to respond and follow you where you laid your ground

Gently I landed and gently I blended on with your kindness, you’re humorous

Way of warmly heart way of hospitality.

That moment I knew there was no need to fly again, no need to look for more.

Comfy stay I position myself until I grow tall like every other one who is out there

Smiling, laughing, holding hands living life telling stories and most of all rising and sheltering and shadowing their siblings like they have never walk through bumpy road and hills.