Depression

no antidote

hopelessly looking for a painkiller

the drugs I take

just make things worse

born like this

believed I was a mistake

but really

being alive was the biggest

of them all

knife in hand

I cut away the ties that hold me here

slowly shedding tears as the barrier rips

and the soul I once had seeps out

just to be found

in a pool of blood

lifeless in my bedroom

no note to be found

Author's Note

I was very literal with this one and I can understand if it was too much for you. Please remember all that I write about are thoughts in my head and I don't like to suppress ideas based on their severity.