November

We met in November

I wonder if he remembers

It was 4 plus years ago

I thought he was the one

What did I know?

Dreams of an Asian faced baby came my way

Alas, we never made it to that day

I never think of him until I realize its November

I realize I knew many born this month

We shared the same sky once

I wonder if any one can remember

Then I moved on

Working trying to stay strong

One day on OKC a new guy messaged me

I dont know what day or month

I felt a change in my destiny

I was an  ugly duckling now a swan

I heard hope in his voice on the first phone call

Now here I am thinking after the hundredth time maybe we didn't mean anything at all

Is everything meaningless?

Is this the month where even humans lose their leaves?

Do we change with the web along the story it weaves?

Have we become insects crawling around for our next sex?

Kiss me like your last meal, when my lips are thin

I can deal, I don't have to win

Love me forever

I hope he will always remember

When love was tender

Beyond the days of November