I Love B

A doomed love perhaps a forever love....same type of thing...

He says i need your embrace

I should never have let him back in

Yet I realize no rhyme or reason can make me stay away

i love him wrong or right

Love doesn't ask why

Maybe one day some way we will still have our time

Maybe I am a fool lost in this lonely home

he stands beside her in the snow

He says I have his heart

I have his passion and his desire

He never made love to anyone but me before he goes by my house and misses me and wants me to know

He adds I  stopped smoking 100 percent he doesnt even do a little bit oh princess I miss  you so

What can I do

i can't make you do what i want you to

Yet I cant make my heart stop from loving you

We are fools

Stuck in this place of earth

Sometimes its sweet

Why did he pick me

Once a pon a time I was mezmorized by the letter B

The kindergarten teacher says but your name starts with J

He was the one I came down for

I was an angel floating in my lifetime before

So the fortune teller says

I cant tell him he will think I am crazy

It must be the reason I love my B

He says you know what

I hate Trump too

But I love you

He forgot my birthday

He forgot everything

Yet when he feels that certain something

Something makes him call my name

With or without him its heartache

I tried to break

I tried to run

Maybe I am just dumb

He says he will always wants me

His complicated prison and life is full of abuse

So also his love leaves fingerprints black and blue

He never hits me mind you

He just pours his sugar sweet words and charms his way back in to my life like a snake

Yet with or without him life is heartache

I want him inside me and that's the truth

We have this sick fantasy this twisted poisoned fruit

He is Hades and I am Peresphone

I must have a eaten a few pomegranate seeds

It must be the reason I love B

I can never master the art of letting him go completely

I feel his arms and lips on my body

I feel his breath blowing over my shoulder

He isn't here

He is at home with her

All these excuses

I will love him one more time

Then i will let him go

My beloved dog Kiddo walks his final walk

its hard right now for me to be alone

This is what i say

He tells me we are the 8th and 9th deadly sin

He is my jaded lover

Unavailable but I have his heart

So I don't know what to do

I would  give my all

To have you once again

True love is real in the end

Just one more night

Thirty minutes is fine

To feel that heavenly love of delight

I love the way he calls me princess

it reminds me of our sex

Hot with finesse

We dont do it much

He has to take care of his prison life

Yet I cant forget sitting beside him with his hands in mine

The feel of his touch

Gives me such a rush

Is it just chemistry

stupidity

Love for the drugs

Or is it just love for My B

Somehow Loving B sets me free

I cant get enough

It brings me sweet ecstacy

The heart wants what it wants

At least we know I am not in it for the money

He his Hades and I am Peresphone

I must have eaten too many pomegranate seeds

This must be the reason why I love B