My Wings Grow

many people complain
about their marriage
but nobody complains

about their affair.

In the end the lesson is learned

Funny though I dont feel this burn

I loved you voluntarily

not to keep the peace

I just didnt know how to cease

My heart couldnt understand

This was just based on a lease

He text me today

There is no harm now

We have moved on to just being friends

This we started with and in this ship we end

Yet I feel the love still

I guess for you i always will

I close my eyes and dream of our last kiss

Myself tangled in a borrowed bliss

As he lay on top

Giving me his love full heart

I know now i am rooted there like a redwood tree

i am there in his mind so deep

Maybe he thinks of me while lying next to she

I admit its a sad thing really

Life isn't fair

Why did we meet

Why does she entrap you

I guess since she had you first

She doesnt have to share

I am no longer jealous of her there

For I have a piece of you

A reverie mixed with fantasy

Yet a part of my autobiography

I dont want to keep what isn't mine

I dont need to trap you and lie

Make you give me diamonds

Mined by a child

I would rather be free and wild

Untamed not afraid to kiss the flame

I close my eyes

I see us again and again

Making love in the twilight

Under the stars

when no one could see

He takes her in his arms

Asking her please kiss me

As the wind blows

And the buffalo freeze in the snow

We find a secret fire to keep us warm

This small sign of hope

I will always know

no matter where I go

My wings grow