His CBD

Are we a night mare or a dream

sin or heaven sent

A gift meant to be 

A breath of child’s destiny

I love you with eyes open

Yet I hate the reality I see

The roaring sirens song keep me frozen

I can’t seem to block you permanently

He descends on me to feed

An insatiable hunger

Am I his 7th wonder

He says he will let go when I found the man to make me happy

Yet the craving is also running through my veins

how can i cut out my heart

i wish i could have been more smart

Cupid got me with that stupid dart

does he laugh from the entertainment leaving me scarred

With every breath there is this need like the desert crave the rains

this is what it must feel like to be high on drugs

I had a taste of his cbd

Tastes like honey

I couldn’t stop if i tried and i tried

to forget the flavor of this high

Is it a nightmare or is it a dream

He asked me about Japanese Alice in wonderland

As we drove to mcd’s in his van

while we hold hands

yet we break the law and its bad

yet this is the best high I ever had

it opens doors to wonderland

Sometimes a lonely heart just aint smart

is it it a night mare or a dream

he is the heroin running through me

i wake up but still loving him like a child

a flower growing wild

The glaring sunlight  is all I can see while on his CBD.