Escape in to Sunshine

I saw my best friend today

he told me things I hear always

He is no good

He is an a*****e

We arent even together

Why must I be the saint

Why do we grow up in a world where we make the ladies feel ashamed

Yet the men can do whatever they want too

I know why I am drawn to the bad guy

I am a rebel I dont like the rules

I break them whenever I want too

Yet there is no malicious intent

I dont aim to hurt but I have hurt an innocent

he was never stolen always broken

I am not always all knowing

i just have to be me

Wild horses run unbridled or their spirits die

Yet I must remember to keep to the sky

keep my head held up high

I know this love cant stay

One day it will fade away

With just the beautiful memories made

I dont know what I do i love to love

Its hard to say no

I was walking not knowing where I go

Just walking down a boulevard of broken dreams

Looking for my earthly home

I live under a roof

Yet I search for something more there is a yearning in my soul

why do good girls love the bad guy

Infatuated with a mystery

Attracted by the intrigue

His dark side is the apple inviting to try

I realize something is broken inside

I need help

I want to be in good health

That all is well

I run from the work

Yet not the guy who is a narcissistic abusive jerk

Love does make you blind

All this time my eyes were full of moonshine

I know I should leave

I know I should go

Why i never do I dont know

something in me tells me to believe

So I walk on this boulevard of broken beads

The lonely road the only one I have known

on an Oakland street with lavender trees

Where the walking dead call home

Yet the divine saves my soul

Blooming me like a dream flower

Surrendering to the higher power

As I break lose from the stalk

He gathers the broken pieces of my heart

And away from the dark I fly

Escaping in to the sunshine

The dream is over

time to wake

See what else damage I can make

I was born on the Oakland streets the one with lavender trees

they try to break me but I am freed by the divine

His love is the escape in to sunshine