In this Solitude

i got a chip on my shoulder

I took so many chances on this lover

Every day was bolder

Every touch turned colder

I didnt want any other

He can't leave her because he has to keep the image with his job

its fucked up

So I am moving on

Go and post your pictures on your social media

Go on and do what you need to do

I dont understand you

Yet I still love you

This makes me most blue

I am over you

Over everything

In this solitude I sing

I am free from foolish things

man made diamond rings and fake angel wings

I can see now it was just a spring of illusion

A mirage

Gabby made me see I was in a prison for all this time

I am not black and blue on my skin

Yet you messed me up within

I can't expect anything less

Because his internal is a mess

I pray one day you can be free from the web

I am someone you can forget

I dont want to remember

Lose my number

I dont like being the second hand lover

I dont want any other

But I can rejoice

Again I am freed

I am a survivor

His lies and COVID  can't kill my dreams

So stay vaccinated or not

we can only choose to live this life we got

But know that our connection is a string of broken beads

Yet I am happy to be free of everything

In this solitude I sing.

Reviews

[Chris Shaw]

Solitude can bring clarity. Solitude can show us perspective. Somethings aren't worth the investment. Go take your love and bank it elsewhere. You deserve higher interest. Thank you butterfly.

Chris

[butterfly]

Thank you Chris for reading and your lovely words :)