He Doesnt Know What the Future Holds

one last kiss

one last touch

on that halloween sunday

but now he dont even know what the future holds

after 5 years

just tell me you are staying with her this is getting old

I will stay with God to dry this millionth tear

Its ok don't bother I wont die

He is sad we didnt kiss

I am sad I cant kiss you anymore

I can't keep doing this

Im not the option

I am not the one to have a married man boyfriend

How did I get on this path?

I want to fly away

Yet still I feel so sad

This is monday under the rain and the gray

I am all alone I will be lonely and grow old and die away

This is my future

Here on soul's day

I cant escape the picture

I scan my friends on facebook

All smiling and happy in their look

He had to hurry home to make sure the dogs didnt pee on the floor

I would have chosen you

I walked through the forbidden door

Only to find he doesnt know what the future holds once more.