For Myself

For Myself

A Poem by butterfly

Sam Smith gets it
Why can't i find him
i meet the guys who can scratch the itch
I met another Ben
I just dont see myself with these men
They bring me flowers
the bring me mcds
I just wasnt attracted to his denim shorts in our first hours
He calls me baby so fast
i told him i wanted to go slow
he says i can if you want thats how it goes
its if i want but i already said
i get irritation in my head
i like it that we love each other and leave
something after my divorce truly broke me
i like being single
getting me married takes a miracle
i want a good guy who can be bad
i want a bad guy who can be good
its not sad
to my heart i must be true
i have the wonderlust
i love doing whatever I want
i am a butterfly
i can stay by your side
i can take to the sky
i am untamed
so yes i rejected that good guy
there was no sparks
it bored my ADD heart
i may not be so smart
but i need to see the stars
one day love wont be so far
till then i will keep dancing till I fall in love with someone else
till then i can still work on therapy and forgiveness for myself

© 2021 butterfly


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Added on November 22, 2021
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