Why Men is this what your love is only about?

It feels like I am set loose in the underworld

Still searching and haunted by that same old ghost

oh why in me am I not your home

why do you chose prison instead of me as your girl

the bitter weeps blue

i no longer want you

but the misery is hard to see through

life has become one big disappointment at 44

I blocked him from the door

In a moment of weakness he stabbed me at my core

why do you come back for more

this is the game you play

this is what you call healthy and sane

only to be rejected and thrown to burn on his man made fire

just when the storm was over he came back to put me on the pyre

higher and higher like a bird

God is there under me

He says there is nothing to fear

even in the dark underworld

He is here.

yet even in the sky so blue

the misery is hard to see through

the bitter weeps like a new dew

driving all the toxic out

why men is this what your love is only about?