Silent Vow

I woke up to this
every night I touch myself and think of you in the shower message text
Good morning
i miss you so much

He still be craving my touch

Asks if I  am watching any new Korean shows
from the same married man
I tell him no

Its all hard to understand

my heart is a broken compass

how quickly love turns to quick sand

didn't I kiss you right

is it my love you are missing

wishing for my kissing

he still wont leave the wife

committing to that Stockton life

barely giving us any time

Oh please send me a lover that is right

I can only hope i can be stronger now

as I try to commit to the silent vow