Childish

I always lose this fight
knowing he will never love me right
why keep me always on your mind
when there are no plans to leave your sorry a*s life
then you moved to stockton
might as well been london
but i will never beg you to stay
i can not block even though everything about us is lame
i can’t love another today

I cant seem to find a sweeter kiss

A fine wine bliss

someone to hold on to and miss

hoping to stay childish

we love a little wildish

they tell me there is plenty off fish

oh GOD I can only pray you grant my wish

my heart is a broken compass

I fall in to his arms at the end of every fucked up map

I will cherish the memories I sat on his lap

I had many lovers before and in-between

I always lose to this dream

no matter how dead the butterflies

no matter how loud they scream to be in paradise

i fall blind

i love you like a child

free and wild

this is me

who I will always be

my sister said my clothes are childish

holding on to youth is good

even when I am old I will not be old

I hope I will be shining bright like that yellow star in wish

sparkly gold

a little wildish

i hope we all stay just a little bit childish