The heart still dreams

i know he isn’t the one for me
but the heart still dreams
the rage in me came out in tears and screams
before i saw the reality
if he leaves i wouldn’t want you
i wonder what attracted you to me
what attracted me to you
its hard to define this truth
were we soulmates by fate or design
did the stars align
did cupid hit me that day and night
when you called every time
when the truth is realized did you cry
i cried for the first time in ten years
there were screams and a lot of tears

God will get you 

sometimes through a sister mean and bad too

even my dad came to visit through the guy in the cowboy hat
there he was at the Livermore outlet like that
only the sad fact made my tears react
he isn’t the one for me
I hear God speak
but the heart still dreams