O, Lord Why?

A poem of agony and despair...

If these stupid things continue to linger on my mind,

For sure I ain't gonna make it.

Wondering why God has made this possible,

Asking if this is a part of a punishment in disguise.

Why? Why? Why Lord have you forsaken me?

I beg you for mercy and yet you oppositely answered.

Is seeking for help now a sin?

Or is it a major defamation of our faith?