Sooner or Later

Life is amazing the place where I would like to wish beyond my years. 

To drink the champagne I do so now even if it may not please the palate in the same manner as it did before. 

Sometimes life can be overwhelming but just around the right amount of enticing. 

Patience is needed however ambition is a virtue as well. 

What deteriorating soul this youth I am, flying blind in life; hopefully I have enough charm to seduce fate.

Sooner or later when I look back I will see everything that I could of and should've been. 

An unscheduled moment to behold an epiphany so great I may lose sight of who I am and where I am. 

Sooner or later at a time I don’t count on anytime soon. 

A time when I will see the results of my everyday sins come to an end. 

Sooner or later is when I can find retribution for taking control of what I could of, what I needed to, and probably what I should’ve. 

But that’s sooner or later at a time not determined by me, but the length of my good luck and awaited fate. 

I now desire for a time of disdain; one where I can dismay at morning light

Let go of me and let me know,

Find out what this sooner or later punishment will be...

What ever it is, anything but my ever pondering, what's in store for I can not carry on anymore like this.

Can’t you tell me if I will be drowning in your arms to gone in the bliss of your life to become self aware of how lost I will be in the ocean of your eye’s?

Another moment signs of ever pretending sighs and ever-long to far past the expiration date for my check-out.

A sight beheld of the rising sun awaiting as the morning light protrudes to enlighten what little of me there is left.

Author's Note

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