Just a bit paranoid

A poem that shows how paranoid and worried i can get

Sitting alone

Crying silently while chewing on my lower lip

I'm scared but not for myself

Four days without contact and i'm going insane

Is he hurt?

Is he in trouble?

Is he even alive?

 

Or worse...is he cheating on me?

The car wasn't in the driveway

The answering machine was full of my frantic messages

I cannot sleep

The Insomnia won't let me go

The phone is dying as my insides are following it to the grave

 

 

I'm scared

I'm crying

I'm stressing

I'm waiting

I'm wanting

 

Gosh, I'm so paranoid

Man, I'm so crazy

Geez, I'm sure its something silly

Dude, I'm so stupid

 

I know i'm lying to myself.

I am paranoid.

Author's Note

I FOUND IT!

Reviews

[Kena Dawn Augustine]

I have felt that many, many times. I have been obsessive over men, and alot of times blew situations out to ten times their proportion. thanks for expressing what I, and many other wonderful women, feel.

[Jessica Malatori]

Paranoia is a harsh thing to deal with. I would know.