...things on my mind...

it's been a while,

days gone by as dust in the wind

there is no longer a she as her anymore..

 

it seems so weird,

preparing for another

to fill this space once taken by another she..

 

...i want her in my space; it’s becoming real...

 

seems as though I prepared for one for so long..

carving out my life to suit you;

made me so hollow inside..

 

...i want to be ready...

 

needing to move forward..

erasing you from my memory;

wondering if a friendship will ever grow..

 

...i have doubt around that...

 

i sometimes think..

what were thinking when we

bought rings for one another..

 

exchanging those to

tie us, bond us; those failed

forever went out the door-circled and 'diamoned'

  

sometimes saying i love you

does not seem to be enough..

i know i've learned that the hard way

 

...plenty tears have fell, many thoughts have been contemplated...

 

it still does not deny the fact

that when you love someone..

and you leave..it still hurts

 

...who can undoubtedly deny the pains of love...

 

well, there is no more denying

that i am ready, totally ready for forward motion

God willing, that this time i am completely ready

 

i am not certain what tomorrow holds

but i do know that i am lovable;

and i am worthy

 

...i've  felt broken for so long...

 

please show me, that i am not broken;

that i can be mended

that You love me ,that i can move forward..

 

...these are the things on my mind...

Reviews

[Angel's Lady]

carving out my life to suit you;
made me so hollow inside..

Damn, that's heavy right there! And very real! Great write!

[Deborah Leah Krempa]

Beautifully penned. Nice. Thank you for sharing. Debileah

[doreen cyr]

good write
doreen