Bitter Sweet Pain

Hurt by those you are suppost to trust the most.....

 

 

 

Imagine waking up with hope
who knew the stretch before stepping out of bed
would be your last moments of being a part of
something sincere

I try so hard to not let life break me
but one's strength should rely on those we love

Five minutes into the day and I can't breathe

Stabbed and betrayed
immediately before the day begins

Finally making my way
staring into the mirror

"Why am I always hurt by those who love me?'

A complete contradiction within itself

As I ask God for strength
I feel ridiculous

Knowing I should be grateful
for the things I do have

Coming to peace to relax my head
contemplating why i'm different

When my only expectation lies in
love without the brutality

Relationships have there ups and downs
its only lunch and i could be peeled from a boot

Once again dusting off
wondering why such a cruel heart

I have to be strong
yet, even a beat dog might run
Breath through each moment

Keep that tear from your eye

Spend the rest of the afternoon
enjoying love's pureness

I may of heard his voice today
those moments wrestle almost
all my insecurities

But happiness in doses, please!

Close to dinner the misery begins
one or two more doses of hate
just incase I let myself believe them to be lies

I've tried
but a moment
just one
without control

I hurt......

Realizing the true meaning of alone
just need sleep to start over again

Finding comfort in being home
there I know I am loved

Reviews

[kollaboratyve]

This is a very well writen poem. A lot of imagery and symbolism and tone. Good write!!!!! You have a great style of conversating in your work,very inviting

[Voltaire Mephisto (aka ..]

this was deep and full of emotion that most can understand. it's common to be disappointed by the ones closest to us. unfortunately, pain seems to be the greatest inspiration for most works.

[Pointblank]

This my friend is a bleeding heart and you scribed this piece with your own blood. Honest and true.
Very well done.

[darkgurl]

"Finally making my way
staring into the mirror
"Why am I always hurt by those who love me?'
A complete contradiction within itself
As I ask God for strength
I feel ridiculous" These are my favorite lines right here, this is a emotion filled write, very well written.