Subconcious Prayer

A Poem by lynnet

"Teach Me"

My words rhyme but my life dont...
Am looking at myself now and i've got no front
Going through pain which is worse than labour
And so i kneel down,,Lord i need a favour....
Teach me to seek help from your chosen sources
That my actions may not be influenced by the darker forces-
When am about to transgress,,may you silence the outter noices
That i may sit still and listen to the inner voices-
Teach me to gamble and toss the right dice
That i may not live with the consequences of my wrong vice-
Guide me through my unbeliefs and every doubt
Coz if you dont;i'll fail,,and come back crying "i want out"-
You see the theme on sunday today was "Arise and Shine"
And when they offered communion;they all stood,,i was kinda shy-
Couldnt fake stuff up in your Holy house
So i sneaked out..like a haunted guilty mouse-
If am to express myself to you..i'll have the longest symphony
And so i choose to select my short words in a perfected harmony-
They set up a bunch of laws on how to be a worthy christian
And i failed..should i now seek a new religion with an indian?
If abundance of law results to sin..
Shouldnt they teach Grace as a basic gene?
Like Lecrae..i really wanna be just like you
But everytime i try..i end up failing you-
Teach me to see my reflections in one dimention
Coz transgression got my life divided in several dimentions-
When all alone i stand,,teach me to be pure and true..
And when darkness comes calling,,teach me to dial 911 for your right crew