Uncharted Waters

When you find yourself in unfamiliar territory, sometimes there are fears that you never knew about...until you do...

I’m not sure what to do

Or where I should go

Because loving someone else

Is all I’ve ever known

But times have changed

And mistakes, they have been made

And now I find myself

All alone and afraid

I do not weep

For love that has gone wrong

We realized long ago

Friends is where we belong

But it’s been about a year

And now I find

That loneliness has crept

Into my heart and mind

I’m ready to get back

And try my hand at love

Be a friend, a mate and lover

Be a partner…. all the above

I don’t know how to flirt

I’ve lost most all my charm

Thinking that getting back out there

Shouldn’t cause that much harm

But what I have found

Is quite the opposite

I’ve lost hope in trying

I wonder, should I quit?

Almost fell for a psycho

Got involved with the involved

Am I just trying too damn hard?

Is it really that difficult to find love?

Been stood up already,

I fell for the intrigue

(But let’s truly face it M,

I wasn’t in your league!)

I just can’t seem to win

My chances have all flown

I’ve fallen for the married and uninterested

I’ve also been friendzoned

But still I’ve got to try

What have I got to lose

♫Barely even friends♫ but they never bend

And I end up with the blues

So here I sit alone

Staring at this empty glass

This loneliness, these blues

Can kiss my pearly white a*s!