Stuck Between a Rock And a Hard Place

Always have, always will.

I am stuck between a rock and a hard place
Never escaping from any bad situation
But I guess that has always been my case
Always causing gossip and too much tension.

I've been told their are demons in my head
From a religious view I never quite believed
But lately my mind is starting to wonder
And setteling no where close to being relieved.

Is it just a supersticious exaggeration
From the ones who look into myths too much?
Or is there a thing spreading into my body
But one I cannot see, hear or touch?

They say my eyes tell it all from inside out
When alcohol is in the system my body controls
I lose all sence of beauty outside and in
And those around me, for my sanity, condoles.

I don't think I'm wrongfull, just a growing girl
Trying to discover herself, her body, her face.
But if a dark thing lingers, I know one thing for sure
I am stuck between a rock and a hard place.

My or it's soul wants to torture my reality
Hurting the ones who surround me with love
But I don't believe in the devil or these things.
I've always had faith in the Lord up above.

I've stopped praying many years ago
When my world cumbled and lost all grace
I think It's maybe time to start again because
I am stuck between a rock and a hard place.

Author's Note

This is a very, very truthful poem...as all of mine are.

Reviews

[Brandon]

I see you really spoke truthfully about this.

Anything that comes from the heart is always words of gold and should be understood and cared about.

Very nicely written.

[bluessadmood]

I don't think I'm wrongful, just a growing girl
Trying to discover herself, her body, her face.
But if a dark thing lingers, I know one thing for sure
I am stuck between a rock and a hard place..you are not in the wrong..everybody has his bad times
i should say most of life is some bad times.we only rarely see a flicker of hope..some sun rays some rainbow
but only now and then..that life i always said..she gives you very little of joy until you cant stand it no more then she
lets you see some hope..thats her tricky ways..these have been said a lot
My or it's soul wants to torture my reality
Hurting the ones who surround me with love
But I don't believe in the devil or these things.
I've always had faith in the Lord up above..no its not you who is a torture to those around..its just you bad days
making you feel like that soon there will be another round when life will laugh a little to you
I've stopped praying many years ago
When my world crumbled and lost all grace
I think It's maybe time to start again because
I am stuck between a rock and a hard place..thats the good thing to say ..you should never feel let down
keep your fighting spirits..life as cruel as it is likes the one with a soul ..a fighter soul..
lovely write.

[Wondering Mind]

Definitely a difficult place to be stuck at, a tough situation to be in but, who said the path of self discovery and understanding was an easy ride? One just has to find the way out of this and go on in the journey we call Life.