Alone

Feeling alone

Alone

Sitting all alone
Your mind is gone
You are stressed
Feel a mess
You talk about trauma from the past
But the pain won’t last
They say it’s healing
But who is dealing
I am scared and ashamed
Don’t even know you to blame
I have episodes and piss myself
Not in mood to watch elf
I want to disappear
But instead they tell me to cry and not die
I want the truama pain to go away
Not to stay
I afraid and in rage
I feel like I am locked away in a cage
Wish I was allowed to get hug
But they act like everyone a bug
Feeling abandoned dumb hurt worthless
I guess I’ll never understand this
I want help
So please hear my yelp