Someday I won't love you anymore..

Someday I won't love her anymore.. Until than all I can do is wait.

But I can't compare this to anything before.
I fell, and tripped
Can't quite pick myself up.
Stuck frozen in time, waiting
For the day you leave my mind.
It should have happened months before,
I've been hurt,
Let my heart break,
Shatter over the floor.
Yet I keep,
coming back for more.
Its something beyond myself,
making me stay.
Must be the reason, I can't simply walk away.
Yeah, love makes you stupid dumb and helpless,
But would it hurt or help to turn selfish?
This whole time I've been so f*****g self-less
and I didn't even try to stop this.
Well time has run dry,
Spending no more time in the mirror, I
gotta go, gotta try.
For once gotta keep the tears from MY eyes.
I'll never forget or lose the love,
I just need to get to my feet
And keep reaching for the sky above.
One of these days, when I can finally turn and say
"I don't love you"
I'll smile to myself, once the feelings fade away..