Small Mistake can make a big change !!!

Just think deeply think after reading this piece of true story of mine,you will get to know the answer of your true LOVE !!!

I am a student of class 10 and I study private under edexcel London examinations,I am not a writer or something,I am just an ordinary guy,here’s a piece of true story about me.life is a very tough task,the more deep you go,the more cheat you will see,it’s a long stair,if you had the first step mistaken,you have to suffer all the steps ahead of it.And I had the first step mistaken badly !!! There is a time for love,but I didn’t gave a s**t to time,I wandered around my dream in a small world,my psychology changed,I was getting better in study,I was getting slim,my face started whitening than before,I dreamt of glowing stars !!! but unfortunately I lost my true love,and got the first step broken !!! then I realized,I shouldn’t do that,I should have listen to my mom.It’s a great mistake for disobeying my mom,she warned me,but I was blind in love…….. I don’t know what to do at this platform,my life has totally changed from then,I got bad in study,my stomach started to become fatter,I stuck with a psychology disaster,my mind broke up completely into pieces !!! And now, though I think I recovered from my love,I am unhappy………….actually people,always keep in mind,”LOVE IS A PART OF LIFE,NOT HEART OF LIFE “.Again,I wanna start from here,actually this whole writing is my unexpressed feelings,some of you will think that I wanna take people’s sympathy,some of you may think I wanna take a credit,some of you may think I copied from somewhere,but you know people,no one will understand  y deep feelings,actually you don’t need to,because when I express my deep feelings in this version of MS office 2007,I feel  light inside me.Do you know people !!! the most happiest moment for me is when I sleep at night,because I don’t feel my sorrow when I sleep,it gives me peace.The people who always laughs they are pretty much lonely;the people who always try to sleep more like me they are sad.I am tired of my life now,this 16 year old boy got so much experienced by this time,I can confidently say that a middle aged man DOES not have this much experience,I still miss my lady,I don’t know she will come anymore or not,but the train in my heart will always wait for her………………………………….