dont know

i dont know what to say.

dont know what to feel.

dont know what to tell you.

dont know whats real.

you say:

i cant hear my heart
im really really trying too
ive been ignoring it for to long i guess
that it just feels different levels of pain

i guess ill just have to learn to live with it
like a disabled person

 

it hurts my heart

to hear you say these things

all i wanted was

to make you happy,

to take away the hurt your past brings

but i guess im just

not enough.

 

i dont know why this hurts me.

dont know why i take it so hard.

dont know why i let you get me down.

dont know how...