Cutter

dont you see these scars,

that i gave myself?

they flow all down my arms,

and i use them to replace,

all the sadness in my heart.

if i shoved them in your face,

would you finally see?

daddy can't you please,

won't you take these knives away from me?

why do you pretend there's nothing wrong?

why don't you understand,

this isn't normal!

i've been doing this for so long,

and the blood just keeps flowing.

it's running through my fingers like sand.

i'm crying tonight and you finally ask why,

i'll say its nothing,

but inside i die.

i'm in too deep,

and you finally see,

but you took too long,

and it's too late for me.

 

Reviews

[Ashly Christen]

SCARS never go away
each time you cut its a memory you leave that you can never forget
a constant reminder of the things that hurt you enough to hurt yourself
i know
its so hard to quit
i liked how it felt
the numbbing effect
the colors
the tingling
even the scars....
but i did
i used to cut hoping someone would notice, but after a while no one cared anymore, it hurt them too but not enough ya know...they like pretending nothing is wrong, wrapped up in thier own worlds, so you rule yours dont let them rule it for you,
be stronger than them ;)