Atheist

I am so lost

Even when I'm on stage 

With my Godless faith

I want to kneel down

Fall hard on my knees and feel like

I've left the town where a priest

Has preached to me 

That I am only good for a feist

And the growls of the lion

Shall put fear in my gut

And make me cry out for God

Once and for all

I've left the town that has wanted me gone

Dead and gone

I want to be lost

With my Godless faith

And find the God in my hair

My face and my legs

I want to jump up

Even in the torture 

Of my amputated legs

And fall down and the stitches

Make me bleed to death

All of my own doing

And look up to the sky and think

My God what are you doing?

Tell me where I shall be driving

The universe, the times, the wind

The sun and the stars

Am I special enough

For you to answer me?

Oh universe

You are an atheist