Blindly I step

why cant I remain in happiness..lion.?

in your eyes i feel whole again..almost

but the second i recieve a thought or message

i am trapped in him once more..

 

and blindly i step forward....

 

i feel the best choice would be you

but how i long for his poisionous kiss.

what choice i could make

i could not live with the effect of this.

 

" I need your strength, and your joy..

you are not yet a man but not still a boy.."

 

melt the bitter cold of my heart

with your help could melt away

but that chance to take

might be a grave mistake

 

For once i will not blindly give it away

 

for he is always in my heart.

 

give me peace and happiness

oh tenderhearted lion

i know that i need you

 

but my heart wants what will never be

the heart is blind

the pain from him it will never see.

i cut out my heart for it tells me lies

if i listen to it i will surely die