Let's just be friends

Our memories are replaying in my head
a mashed-up timeline
beginning with you sound asleep in your bed

Skyrim tunes playing; so divine..
perfectly orchestrated to fall
as I hear you and your sheets intertwine
I laid sweet dream wishes in the nightfall
hoping they would keep you safe
throughout the night

hoping when you wake up
they'll make your day a little more bright

you confined in me
and gave me a closeup
to your heart
it was so pure from the start
said " I don’t usually say this but I need someone to be mine"
I was so ready to let my guard down
and leave the pain behind
then it quickly became a shutdown
what an emotional letdown
how did this even happen?
he was so entertained
I swear I saw him clapping
out of Joy
but then he fell outta love with Joy

Now
I'll never get to gaze into his eyes again
I'll never get to feel that he's mine again
because he never was..

I'll never get to tell him " I Love You.. "

PAUSE!
that's too intense!
Heart, what's wrong with you?

that will just build up his fence
power up his defense
I scream " Let's just be friends!"
on the expense of not wanting to lose him
out of millions I'd still choose him
but would he choose me..?
I'll never know
and that's why I set him free..