Agony is Over

Bleeding heart

It's what a nanika might be feeling right now

Shattered dreams

Broken memories

We might not know what is the cause

But we can assure that it is a nightmare to nanika

Darkness consuming mind

Picturing yourself that you're silhouette

Teary eyes

Everything is blurry

Regreting everything that has been promised

Getting drunked by the rhythm of the music

Flashing back all that has been saved

Disoriented mind

Distorted reality

Nanika is really confuse about this mess up world

Thinking that killing oneself is the only way

Everything is soon to be gone in nanika's fucked up world

Under a calm peaceful night holding a gun

Crying silently so nanika can't be heard

Putting a gun into nanika's mouth while thinking

Wishing SHE was here to save me from this f*****g nightmare

The night ends with a beautiful moonlight

And as the sunlight rise , blood is splattered 

On the tree where nanika is nearly standing into 

Laying down with a tear on nanika's eye

While smiling because the pain is already over

We might not understand the agonizing feeling

Because of our normal mind that has been bestowed to us

Only a person who has been hurt alot of times can change his/her

Normal mind into a reality mind that can thought how life can be so cruel

End