The Answer You SeekA Poem by Lillian VelviteenI got into a sticky situation and had no words to that expressed what I needed to say... so I wrote a poemYou messaged me this morning, your heart laid on the line I've struggled to find the words to say, none of which were fine So I don’t know how to give you the answers that you seek I've been wanting to tell you something, but my words just seem so bleak You know that I'm a writer, and I express myself in crazy ways So this is how I'll tell you what has been haunting me for days You have often been there when I needed someone most For that I wish to thank you, but you were speaking with my ghost I am not the girl I once was, I have changed in many ways The girl you seemed to like so much has been shunned and cast away I did not see this coming, I was totally caught off guard If only you could see my mind, and the thoughts as they bombard
My brain felt out of order, I felt strangely out of place I thought I needed time to think or maybe just some space Tried to spend some time apart from the world that tore me down Tried to take a breath or two, still my smile was a frown
You asked me of this other man and what feelings lie within He surprised me just as well, and feelings did begin My thoughts were very jumbled, each held a different fate Both of you are different, I didn’t know which hand to take But standing in the quiet room, walls too close and bare I knew which choice I had to make and it seemed to be unfair
I told you I was broken and not completely whole I warned you that I was flaky, and I came with a toll I never meant to hurt you or make you feel betrayed I wanted it to work out, for my darkness to be slayed But that is not what happened, and now I clearly see That you deserve way better, then the girl I have come to be Your right, you're no Prince Charming, your better than even he And I have faith that you'll find one day, the girl you really need. © 2015 Lillian VelviteenAuthor's Note
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