control

Today I cursed my creator because I could not control what I conceived

I told myself I would do anything but I would never leave

My family behind, I guess I just could not see

The truth which has been hidden within reality

But it took a minute for my brain to collect it

The information, the dots that I have now connected

Like an author who puts the ending in the preface

I sit down and eat my dinner before breakfast

So she speaks all day and waits for me to acknowledge

The thoughts she has today, the one's I left in college

To a fault I am honest

I pay respect but not homage

If love is the law, then I must be lawless