Self Destructive

its inevitable

I don’t think anyone quite understands how horrible it feels to be self-destructive

It's like being a bomb

Dropped by accident

It’s like I don’t have a brain sometimes

It’s impulsive

It’s harmful 

It’s unsafe

It’s guilt

It’s self sabotage

It eats me alive 

It hurts everyone 

It makes everything worse

It drives me crazy 

How do I stop it

How do I free myself