I miss you

I gave you a chance
I didn't think I would regret it
So I held my stance
And opened up my most valued asset

It started off great
But soon came lies
I took the bait
our friendship was jeopardized

I remember you wiping my tears
And holding me tight
Now your a source of my fears
Sucks to look in biased hindsight

The memories still haunt me
They won't leave me alone
Can't you see
My cries for help on your phone?

You walked out
when I needed you most
Tempting me to live without
Letting anyone close

Maybe it was all a lie?
I don't even know
Even so, I still try
But can't seem to let you go

Honestly, I should hate you
And hope justice is served
But the truth is, I love you
And that makes me unnerved

So I'm going to try my best
In order To forget you
And give my heart some rest
Someone will come to my rescue

It'll be someone loving
Willing to push past my walls
Once again Ill be trusting
Because they won't let me fall

But this time it'll be different
Because it'll be someone who truly cares
Their presence in my life will be persistent
And I will trust them with my tears