cryptic writing #1

found myself lost in a deep red sky

heavy head wades so deep.deep.. .DEEP.
plastic eyeballs.
..... .. plastic face.
.............. .. plastic ways make neat for display.
true.not uncommon.LIES
puke.puke.. dum dumb duh.
longer.lighter.leather face and itching skin...
.. . .beneath is scars....
. . .. . .. a scar we cover... ..
. . .to undercover the blanket and find rats beneath the boy who died.dead.gone.forgotten.

good riddance.

to seek
and use
to stare
and fake a death infront of a thousand bleeding hearts?
THIEF

underwires snag.tear mine
echo. echo.echoechoecoechoechoechoo o o oo o ooo o
down
... .. down
. .. ... ............ .down
strawberry hills
grass still as green
the dogs are all still shedding
laughter is gone yet it grows- louder
misfit days: yesturdays-todays-tomorrows
cancer black and it knows... .. .
happiest days
aand goooooooodd moooooooooourning
suunshhhhhhhhhhhhhhhiiiine.

we love her so
so so
so
so
so
so say your sorry or so help me!
 

Author's Note

from a series of writings that i really couldn't title individually. if i recall, i was living alone and wrote this after drawing a picture, of what? i dont remember because i typically throw them away if someone doesnt take them from me first.. usually. it was written on july 3o, 2oo4 and is part of a complete chapter in 'stories of loss and love'