why me

this poem is how I feel at this moment im writing this

I needed you to hold me  just like when I was baby but you didn't it was my birthday the other day and you didn't care to say anything .tell me why do you hate me why did you stop loving me . you know im scared of this dark world , im alone and no place to go .yet everyone keeps leaving me oh what did I do that was so wrong to you and everyone .

why do the gods choose to kill me in this wall of pain

why I need to lost more then I should

why do everyone leaves me when I need them the most

why  why  why why why ?????

why gods you choose to kill me slowly

why do I live in my own hell

why why why why me