If only i knew

This is what depression is like

Ive hide behind all that i hold living behind this walls
Do think i know my own truth feelings
Not knowing if I’ll make it tomorrow do think i know what my future holds
If only you could see my scars that hidden behind this smile then you will understand
My tears and emptiness i feel maybe by looking into cold and numbness eyes
Do see the truth in me because all i see is just the broken pieces of me