My emotions have its own words

This poem is from my heart recovery sometimes are the hardest

I do my best to never show my feelings
I try not to let my thoughts in my heart
Yet there things that i can not hide
That sometimes show

my emotions have its own words
Thrust is not one
I want to sometime to ran away and hide
But knowing that i have no place to go

Slowly it breaks me down as if it was meant for pain to become my new home
Saddest fulls my heart and thoughts becomes an enemies
I grow cold and quiet
I wont speak to gods fearing
I’m lost again

Dreams breaks down and my life becomes
Cold and gray
Far from the distance i see a raven
But the chains is too much to bear

Fearing to died this time
I cry in silence
But to show the world I’m happy
Living a lie to get by

No one knows
The pain I’m in
But gods and me

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[Anne’sRants]

I love the inner struggle i see in this. there are a few grammatical errors that distract the reader from the message. for example "saddest fulls my heart" should be "sadness fills my heart". A little light editing would make a big difference.