Your not mine...

Sorry yet again another emotional rant... Made this one a little poetical thou

Dear sir will you please
Listen to this pled
For your the reason that this is a need
I can't imagine why
I feel what I do inside
But I know it's thanks to you
And everything you do

But there's the pit of doom beside
The happiness that I ride
Reminding me that your not mine
Telling me that
Deep down maybe you don't want me around
Like that
And then my mind turns blank
Because this is trust
I've never yet given
This is part of me that I've always hidden
For loving another can always mean trouble
Pain and worry are always in the middle
But once again your not mine
And I like to thing that's okay and everything is fine

But I'm worried this is all were ever gonna be
That I'm just here till a better replaces me
Like for f**k sakes I'm chick with another dudes baby
For all I know you could think I'm crazy....
But I really kinda hope that my minds just over pacing
Cause I'm panicking thinking this is a fake thing

:'-(