Waiting

A little poem i thought of in my head while thinking of a little someone

I never thought it would end

always hoped we’d be forever

now i feel like a guardian

but with no one to defend

a shoe without laces

a detective that can’t find traces

why does this happen

only after we end?

now this winter will feel colder

being with you made me smolder

how could this possibly be?

being without you i don’t feel free

i’m trapped inside my own mind

my head is a tangle i need to unwind

i just want this feeling to stop

sometimes i hope someone points a gun at me and makes it go pop

you told me not to wait

but i think it’s too late

i’ve been hooked on a reel

i can’t break off

it’s as hard and cold as steel

i can’t breathe i can’t think

don’t ask me how i feel

i’ll cry out for help and attention

only by saying “im okay”

please notice that i’m dying inside

please look at me and smile

i’ll need it if i’m going to wait a while

Author's Note

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