Anger

You're leaving. Cause f*****g for 21/2 years meant nothing.

I want to wake up tomorrow and not be here for you to see,

I want to be one of those people who you can only see when you dream,

A life of crying is no life at all,

I wish I could say I was a drama queen who is seeking attention,

But I won't tell anybody the truth about this.

I found out you're leaving today-

Just another reason to keep me from sleeping.

Will you even contact me?

She's the one hey.

Sorry I don't run like her,

I'm sorry I'm not 40 and my breasts are still perky,

Why am I still apologising?

Thanks for letting me know that you're about to go.

I wish I was a sadistic,

I need to cut something on my body to make sure my mind isn't as numb as it feels it is,

But lucky enough for me... my mumma didn't raise me to hurt myself physically.

Imagine if I treated you the way you did to me,

Old sport,

I'd rather you kill me.

Just get into your big fancy FWD and run me over.

Splattered on the road,

I'll be splattering my life around.

If it wasn't me you would have fucked somebody else anyway.

Stop making me believe I was special.

I made you feel good you say?

Yeah for an hour or two- the only time frame you'd let me stay.

God,

You give me this mind full of ideas,

But not enough courage.

I'd end my days with you in a hail of f*****g bullets.