You'l always be

One day, you'l see

its ironiqe how i miss you

after eveything we have been through

after these years apart

how can i still want you

how can i still need you

 

and these nights I lay here

restless to the core

not knowing what to do with myself

crying myself to sleep

wanting you so much more

 

i cant comprehend why you went away

you didnt explain

just left me behind

in the cold dark rain

 

the moments of us

play on and on in my head

like a never ending video

i just can no longer bear

 

And i'll do whatever I can to make it alright

give you my all to make you understand

you'll throw my letters in a box

forget we ever happend and take her by the hand

 

As I lay here thinking of you 

I can feel you thinking of me

I feel you in my heart

where you'l always be

 

sometimes I'll want you more than ever

and regret the way i treated you

I'll remember how I took  you for granted

and how much you akways cared

 

Although what we had was tough

we were madly in love

and maybe its too late

maybe I shouldnt wait

but if I didn't

I would be giving up

on the most important part of me

and that is you

 

And maybe you can go on

and forget about me

forget about us

and what we could be

I've been waiting since semptember of that year

to see your smile

freshen my heart one last time

 

And when you left that day

and went away

You didnt want to let me go

like you knew it was goodbye

and I cried

but you said you'd be back and we'd be okay

 

And I'l still lay here

years down the track

wondering if you still think of me

whether or not you care

 

I'l always remember the way you made me feel

like i was your everything

I know those three months

were like a ferris wheel

But il wait as long as it takes

to have you back

and know your safe

I'l always love you

I know where you are

where you'l always be

deep down in the bottom of my heart